Aimee's poem for her lost love

Why oh why

Are you gonna stay

 or will you just fly?

Each night I cry

It tears my heart into pieces

Yes I’m gonna die

Doth God please grant my little wish

Please have pity on me

Give me a second chance

To be loved by my prince chubby

Mr. Blue and Ms. Lonely

Are my shelters now

I really want to steal you from her

Please tell me how?

So much pain that’s what I feel

Mourning, blaming myself for my idiocy

I lost my love

And now he’s with Princess Diary

I keep on asking myself

Why destiny is so cruel?

Am I cursed by Venus?

Or am I just a wicked fool?

Oh foolish heart of mine

Please listen to Miss mind

Stop falling for him

Before it’s too late

He’s not destined by God

Ho ho ho

I’m terribly blue

It’s been a long time

since we’ve been apart

but destiny played with my heart

there’s something saying

go back to that place

he’s waiting

and now

we’ve finally seen each other

I thought everything is still the same

there’s a smile in my heart

while saying; maybe we’re destined together

but I was so wrong

it’s not the way it used to be

he’s now taken away from me

oh my gulay! Shame on me.

I don’t know what to do

Really don’t know what to say

Because today is your goodbye day

Oh my dreams we’re shattered

All I have now is a broken heart

Somebody else is waiting for you

yes I know I don’t have the right

to say please love me the way I do

maybe the best thing to do

is wait for you

even if it takes forever

that’s how much I love you

and I don’t have any plan

to look for another lover

all my life I prayed for someone like you

I really thank God because

I finally found you

if I were given a chance

I will never ever let you go

you’re one of a kind

yes,  you are sent from up above

man of my dreams

my knight in a shining armor

please save me from this hell

save me from this misery

I have no strength

 to erase this love of mine

I can only tell my self

Don’t worry

God is with you it will be fine

Loving you is like a paradise

In your arms I found my happiness

I couldn’t ask for more

Because your love is the greatest love

Of all

What can I do to make you love me?

How I wish I am now in her shoes..

She's so lucky to have you

till now I live in remorse

because of losing you. .

He was mine in my dreams.. hahaha.

kung tameme ka tsong, 

ako na ang manliligaw. hihihi. :)

Life isn't perfect, and so are we. There are things that we do and we regret. There are things that we don't do and still regret. Sometimes, when you get a tiny hope that maybe, since your path has crossed, you maybe are destined to be friends, but just when you're working on it, you suddenly see that everything is not right between you two. I seldom communicate with those I do not know, but when I do, it always brings me pain and sadness and so I told myself I will not settle for that. 4 years after, I do the same mistake. I have been battling over low self esteem for so many years now. Oh, so this is how it feels to admit it. Nakakahiya at nakaka-relieve. I can honestly say that when I scold my brother, or I take something away from him, I do feel a pinch in my heart. Nagsisisi ako that I made my only brother cry. I am far from cold and heartless. It feels so bad having someone think of you as cold and heartless. Oh well, what can you do when God doesn't want one this one for you? You obey. He knows best. But it hurts Jenibele, doesn't it? Matanda ka na pala Jenibele, you are turning 20. It's a pity you think you are ageless. Didn't your last boyfriend called you immature? It may be true, what can you do? Unless someone teaches you the right traits to be a better person.

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First I want to tell everything about me. I am Jenibele. I live in Davao City. I am 19 years old.